Wow, I just realized that my blog was pretty pathetic for 2014. Have I been lazy? Were there a lack of life to document? Did I get more and more bitter about life so I don't want to remind myself of the bitterness? Oh, oh, oh....does this all have anything to do with... get ready... 犯太歲?
I've never been a superstitious person, at least I don't think I am, but honestly 2014 couldn't just go by any faster. 太歲年 = 事幹多. I was told several years ago that 犯太歲 doesn't necessarily mean it's a bad thing. It just means lots of things will happen, whether good or bad. Well, 2014 was certainly eventful. Unfortunately, it wasn't for the better I'm afraid.
Reflecting upon the last few new years posts, I realized that I've become quite bitter in 2014. I can tell from the lack of bubbly flair while writing this post compared to those from a few years ago. If I need to choose One Little Word for 2015, it'll probably be FREE. I'd like to free myself from the bitterness that I'm currently feeling; freely pick up my hobbies again; free up my soul from all negative fields and bring my life back to something more mentally manageable. How's that for a New Year's Resolution?
One thing I'm proud of achieving in the past year, is the ability to get myself into bed around midnight. Compared to that of a few years ago, when I was going to bed at 2am every night, it's a drastic change. For the better. Now if only I can haul my ass into work at the decent hour, that would be just dandy.
Time flies not only when you're having fun, but believe it or not, it also flies by when you're having a shitty year. It's now 6.5 months since I've left Harding and 2 weeks until I move again. Brings back fond memories of all the stress I went through to settle into the condo back in 2010. Only now in tri-fold or so it seems. I really should be excited to finally move into the townhouse, but I guess until all the deficiencies are rectified and we settle in, I don't expect to feel the excitement. Heck, I haven't even started packing yet!
Twenty Fifteen: Please be nice to me. Please.
#123 Stairway to Mountain
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